The bible is rammed full of God using ordinary people to do absolutely extraordinary things. My wife and I watched the film 'Night at the Museum' the other night - and while not entirely my kind of film the main edge behind the story is that Larry, the main guy had the lost the belief that ordinary people could do extraordinary things - and of course, Hollywood helps him to overcome that.I've been thinking recently about the whole being ordinary thing - especially in relation to being a worship leader. There are many worship leaders out there who we'd class as a bit extraordinary and are very well known and very well respected and I think that while that can be a great encouragement to many I can sometimes find it a bit of a discouragement as it serves as a reminder of the fact that many of us, me included are oh so ordinary. There does seem to be a stack of people out there who are hankering for that opportunity to become an extraordinary worship leader like Matt Redman or Paul Baloche, whose music is used as an aid to corporate worship throughout the world and get invited to lead at very large and very prestigious gatherings of God's people. It seems to boil down to the fact that a lot of people think that you are a good worship leader, or you have 'made it' if you have ascended to those dizzying heights.
This is all put into perspective for me when I hear someone like Matt Redman talk about things like this - because, from what I can see, the man does not ever view himself as a 'great' worship leader or someone who has 'made it'. For him it seems he is doing what God is allowing him and providing him opportunity to do and ensuring that his heart is right every step of the way. In a sense it must actually be really hard for people like him sometimes to be 'ordinary' with God as every time he leads worship there are probably 80,000 people in the congregation telling him he is not!
Again for me it comes down to heart: if your heart is to be the most prolific Christian songwriter the world has ever know and get as much international acclaim as your ego can muster then I don't really see much room for God to be glorified in that - as it is all about you. However, if your heart is to be someone who serves God in all they do and is happy and content to do the small things God has given you to do (as well as the huge) then that is where God can break in and make something extraordinary out of our ordinary.
I think for me that is where I need to keep my heart in check - as I sometimes can get on with the small things in the hope that God will lavish me with bigger things in the future. Man that attitude stinks! When did I get so important that God needs to do anything for me?! If we are truly people with a heart after God and a passion for His worship then it doesn't matter whether we are leading six people into worship or sixty thousand - God can use an ordinary heart like that for extraordinary things.
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